With the last official training session of the year approaching,
I felt a pang of regret that I let the year slip by me so fast. Looking back at
just how much I have accomplished by dedicating myself to NinjaSA, I almost
felt like not going to class would afford me more time to reflect, but I
quickly moved these silly thoughts from my head as I got into my uniform.
It was raining again and I stood outside for a bit to look
at how the thunder stroke across the twilight sky. I felt at peace with myself
as I saw the trees waved many thanks to the cool rain. The last couple of days
have been scorching. The class was small and only the true diehards were in attendance.
The Sensei laughed at me when I told him it was a tough choice between him and
the couch and told me I would have failed the grading had I not come...
We agreed that we were going to just focus on questions for
the grading and correct techniques where necessary. My friend felt very comfortable
with his level so I grabbed my weapons and started swinging the jo. All went
well so I went over to the Tonfa. I was hoping to free style the moves, but the
Sensei told me to use this grip and that grip and do it this way and that way.
I was thankful that he finally had some critique for me, I was starting to feel
a bit left out. I watched and listened intently, taking each move and making it
my own.
By the end of the class, I felt no different about my
ability to grade successfully. I am ready, but one last training session
tonight will make all the difference...
Embrace the shadow
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